My wife asked me for assistance with household chores of filling the car with fuel as there is a fuel shortage in the petrol stations, putting luggage into the attic, putting the washed curtains up in the study and watering the potted plants and hanging baskets. I have done the first three jobs and said to her that I would water the plants at 5.00 pm. I also took down details of where our daughter has to go on 7 October 2021, the day she starts a job in Maidstone. Kent. We have planned to make a visit prior to her starting her job.
This is full retirement as I have no intention to post anything in any of my websites including Facebook, Twitter and LinkedIn anymore, the mission that I had set myself over the past 24 years had fully come now to a closure. I am therefore truly in Samadhi doing dharma within the family only and retired from society, and the State.
They wanted to crucify me and silence me: I wanted to live and achieve things in the little life that I had. I took enormous risks that were truth-probing with truth-expressions like calling the State of the United Kingdom a nation of morons in a Police State back in 1998, and 15 years later saying that I wished to punch the final nail in the coffin of the nail in British State, and further that I intended to stick my head into the British Lion’s mouth and hope to take it out again unscathed and today these have materialised, as I have survived in the liberty and security of my family home in the United Kingdom having resisted considerable State-organised persecution for exposing the secretive Police State who were engaged in the workplace harassment that led to me losing my scientific career in the University of Greenwich, and subsequently through international conspiracy denied me safe haven in my asylum applications to a dozen States which made me determined that I would never leave the United Kingdom with my tail in between my legs as someone who could not naturalise in his adopted country as an immigrant. God as Sri Krishna had awakened me with utterances, prophecies and visions of what was to transpire in my life and I chased those dreams as real, so communicated with God through a digital clock checking mechanism to prove that He was indeed supervising my path to survival and the attainment of dignity as a Purushottama Ram with Sita at his side in my wife and further blessed us with a daughter who is really lovely and due to start a job soon in the United Kingdom. I was not content to be castigated as a mental patient after two spells in mental hospital for short periods and receiving the State’s disability living allowance, so started doing menial jobs like a Cleaner, petrol station worker, and engaged in Convenience Stores employment to earn money but all along fighting a dharmayudha with the money that was so acquired. The fight to restore my reputation was in full swing, and I founded and tested fully the practicalities of the philosophy of Vishista-advaita Vedanta which incorporated sanatan dharma, the process leading to the fullest possible knowledge and wisdom that generated awareness to become a master escapologist from the scoundrels who terrorised me over these 24 years.
The moderators of Sadhguru The Legend in Facebook have just approved my submission to Sadhguru who I am seeking guidance from for at the end of the day God is not available to write to me or tell me whether I have the correct interpretation of the events of the past 24 years, and as we live in a human society, it has to be done by the most respected and knowledgeable person of all who is versed in Hinduism, and this is currently Sadhguru Jaggi Vasudev. It is for Sadhguru to question me as he sees fit.
I am retired from all karma in Samadhi so will not take any further proactive measures which will only go to expose me back into a dogfight and I am too old for that manner of life. The British Justice System has been dismantled from such a non-cooperation now, because the Mental Health authorities have discharged me into primary care and I will not give the State any further excuses that might result in me being remanded back into the mental health secondary care or visited in the home for Sectioning procedures in accordance with the Mental Health Act that the State has been contemplating to protect their judicial systems.
As to my mental health now my wife had to remind me to take my medications twice today so absent minded I am, as I still do not care for my body but need to keep her happy to run the household which is all that matters to me now. She also had to ask me to put the car into the garage as I had not taken note of this earlier.
The Samadhi is the state of being where one has retired from active life that engaged in spiritual actions, in my case gyan yoga to ascertain the nature of Reality and finding dharmayudha in sanatan dharma as being intrinsic to Vishista-advaita Vedanta. In this Samadhi State that I entered into on the morning of 25 September 2021, I do purely simple household dharma to keep my family running smoothly assisting where I can and socialise with all and sundry. Having taken leave of Sri Krishna my Sadhguru hitherto, I am seeking to find out more about the Samadhi State from my new guru Sadhguru Jaggi Vasudev of India a prominent Spiritual Master.